What do you do when you have the worlds most perfect partner? Someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with! That you love and cherish each and every day! Someone that even if they gave you something really bad, You still would love them till the bitter end!
This is my problem,
I have him, I love him and want to be with him. But lately we don't seem to be gelling. Our biggest problem is He doesnt trust me. I don't blame him. Im flam boyant, a natural flirt and a natural on the dance floor. And not being big headed but I do get a fair few offers. BUT each and everyone Ive turned down. Ive done things in the past I'm not proud of and I keep making stupid mistakes but I have to make them otherwise I don't learn from it. I try taking a page from his book and it totally pisses him off and gets me into more trouble.
I'm not going to blame myself for everything here because lately I don't trust him either. Some sneaking is going on and i don't like it. Its 1 rule for one and 1 for the other.
I'm not going to point out all of the things that wind me up about him because they are getting better. but after the amount of time we've been together this shouldve come sooner. Ive been patient and its starting to pay off gradually.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I love him to pieces but I haven't a clue what all of this means. And also can I learn from my mistakes or stop making them in the first place?
Mark xxx